15 Months is a short film sharing my experience and feelings over the last year and a half.

Original Music by: Ursine Vulpine


  1. this one channel

    this one channel

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    Jack: (Makes a deep video) Me: HES READING BERSERK

  2. Instinct.


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    to hell to all the people who disliked

  3. Akhmadibrahimm


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    i don't even know why is he getting all of those negative comments...

  4. Nigpro


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    Me: chillin Everyone: his Dad dIeD BrO

  5. moyashisoba


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    So powerful.

  6. Batter's Spare Account

    Batter's Spare Account

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    i absolutely feel disgusted with what people are doing to you. you really don't deserve that, man. watching this literally made me get to almost fuckin' crying, and it just hurts to have to see someone i genuinely looked up to have to go through so much pain like that. i hope with all my might that you pull through this darkness. I'm here for you 100%, even if you don't know me in real life. i wouldn't have been who i was today if i haven't found joy in watching what you posted on this site. please stay strong.

  7. Sionus


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    As a very avid viewer of your content Sean, i can honestly relate to some of the emotions felt in this video. the way in which you conveyed and portrayed your life and emotions through everything that this shit decade has been, thank you for being relatable.

  8. Callum W

    Callum W

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    That was really well filmed. I always wonder how people can storyboard seemly abstract shots like that, yet have it actually convey a coherent feeling. The shot of you "falling through another day" was interesting and really resonated with me. It sometimes just feels like one long day stretch out, you know? And the ticking clock speeding up after being steady the whole time was unexpectedly anxiety inducing, very much got across the feeling of pressure. Loved the short!

  9. Aleks


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    When wil captainsause meet jack

  10. Gamer.Girl.Power1234


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    U need to keep going, fuck the haters fuck the hate, you can do this jack

  11. NoobMaster424


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    You are one of my favorite ISbothsrs ever. Just remember that us, the fans, fully support in whatever happens to you You are a ISboths legend, Jacksepticeye :)

  12. Brady Peloubet

    Brady Peloubet

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    I love you jacksepticeye your the best you can be if you ever quit youtube I will understand that and if you are happy with that i am as well

  13. alli


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    there are so many strong emotions in here, thank you for sharing. we love and support you 💜 I am sorry for all of the hate. positivity in these comments!!!!!

  14. Reese Bukszar

    Reese Bukszar

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    i just watched this video, and i just wanna say, im proud of u for how long youve went on, it takes so much to put something out like this to see your life in your perspective. many amazing memories we've shared and i feel like were part of all each others lives, whether this is a break or a goodbye, thank u for helping me through every single day, youve done so much for all of us, ur a genuine soul, and u care about every single one of us, and all i can say is..thank you

  15. Ivan_ Dr

    Ivan_ Dr

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    This was very hard for me to watch. I’m not the most dedicated fan of Sean, I’d say I’m a casual fan and I wasn’t really aware of what he was going though. I feel extremely empathy for him. He hasn’t done anything wrong to receive so much hatefulness. I don’t want to see him leave the platform, but if that’s the thing that will help feel himself good and “repair” his mental health I support him fully. An amazing movie with lots of detail! I hope you are better soon Sean and we see you like we are used to!

  16. Infinix Boy

    Infinix Boy

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    I feel like something bad is going to happen

  17. Abagail Chartier

    Abagail Chartier

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    I don’t know if it was on purpose but the symbolism of the glass half full / glass half empty when taking your medication (and filling the coffee cup) hit me really hard, Sean. This was beautiful and raw. Thank you for sharing this with us.

  18. Nigpro


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    Everyones on their knees suckling over the "cinematography" this really aint all that

    • Boi_mario69 !

      Boi_mario69 !

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      mate that's what you respond with clearly Sean is going through a lot and insulting the cinematography is not helping

  19. cronk crank

    cronk crank

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    Jack, please take all the time you need. You raised so many of us. You helped me through so much in my own life and I think its time we help you. Fuck the negativity. Its honestly disgusting. But please take as much time as you need, you deserve it.

  20. Sean Poppy

    Sean Poppy

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    Jacks father must have been a great man and father, to raise such a good hearted man like Sean, he's in my thoughts. Also the nasty comments latley are so sad, sad only because the ones sayingsuch things didnt have a man like seans dad to impart wisdom, may jacksepticeyes fatherly wisdom shine on these scared, hurt boys, so that some day they can become a man.

  21. Mr Flibble

    Mr Flibble

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    Pretty sure Igmar Bergman would be proud of this one. And that IS meant to be a compliment. Very artistic, introspective and deep. I can only hope that the next 15 months/years of your life are a bit more peaceful, Sean.

  22. minkle madness

    minkle madness

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    ive enjoyed them cos im lazy and dont go anywhere

  23. CHOCOBALL CHANWOO maknae on top

    CHOCOBALL CHANWOO maknae on top

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    thank you for filming this sean. i hope your mind is clear right now and somehow at ease by sharing your thoughts with us. we are always here for you, take care

  24. Samuel Merimaa

    Samuel Merimaa

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    This is Art Sean. A beautifully created honest Film. I wish everything good for you and your health.

  25. Phineas


    2 klukkustundum síðan

    A famous man once said "Don't worry, be happy"

  26. constovich


    2 klukkustundum síðan

    What is coming on August 21?

  27. Valerie Needham

    Valerie Needham

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    Jack, it's obvious how much time and thought you put into creating this just to try and showcase what you are going through without words. Always know that you are supported by many other people and we all love you and want you to be safe and happy 😊❤💖

  28. Hoxziz


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    It’s ok jack/sean I support you and your loss

  29. Michael purplelemon

    Michael purplelemon

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  30. Pyro_Maniac


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    Jack ive watched ever since i was a young lad i couldn't be able to conjure up how much u made all of us happy you will always be my favourite ISbothsr no matter what live your life free you deserve buddy

  31. Mr. Cheese

    Mr. Cheese

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    If you see this, im here to support

  32. bored boi

    bored boi

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    This is amazing also don't listen to people talk bad about your amazing dad please take as much time as you need away and the haters deserve hell death and agony

  33. Mighty Wombat

    Mighty Wombat

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    This is some real good art Jack

  34. Ap ple

    Ap ple

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    Been here since 2014 thanks for everything you've done jack hope your okay!

  35. Satanic Mechanic 666

    Satanic Mechanic 666

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    I'm truly sorry for your loss, I lost my father several years ago to the big C the pain never left I just found ways to deal with it.We all love you and stand by you and your decision in this time of need.I wish you all the best my friend

  36. Micheal reeves sleep paralyzes demon

    Micheal reeves sleep paralyzes demon

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    Top of the morning to you jack it’s a message from everybody that we’re here for you and how you stuck by and helped so many people we are here to help you

  37. Ullysses Moriarty

    Ullysses Moriarty

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    Hope you feeling better soon sean

  38. iGabz TV

    iGabz TV

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    Just keep fighting man. We're here for you.

  39. Auga Kaple

    Auga Kaple

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    I know this is mainly made for personal thing. But i have to say you are good at making these short films! Hope u are doing better.

  40. BenBoiMigee


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    Bo burnham vibes

  41. The Time wizer

    The Time wizer

    2 klukkustundum síðan

    Jack in worrid is he ok

    • The Time wizer

      The Time wizer

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      Edit im

  42. Satisfaction Gamer

    Satisfaction Gamer

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    What I see is a man who is dealing with addiction and wants to find himself real passions and wants to live without being critiqued on every minor mistake. Also a man who is afraid of how little time he has on earth of him eventually dying with regret. Great work Sean



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    Is sean suicidal? Should we send help?

  44. Hendric Marlats

    Hendric Marlats

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    You must try quitting ☕ ...it might help brother

  45. Draugr hart

    Draugr hart

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    At the end the black screen was so you could see your reflection.

  46. It's Minami

    It's Minami

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    Hey man, stay strong keep it up. You're a great person

  47. Ghost 3Run

    Ghost 3Run

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    we all love you seán you take all the time you need you have been an amazing role model and it's been wonderful to see you grow into the kind and genuine man you are today we will see you when you get back❤

  48. Seonox Gaming

    Seonox Gaming

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    Sean are you ok like honestly?(come on you can tell me)

  49. Roger Cabrera

    Roger Cabrera

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Loved the video and I was Lowkey wanting to see you play this one game called the missing J.J Macfield the island of memories Im sure you’d like it

    • Micheal reeves sleep paralyzes demon

      Micheal reeves sleep paralyzes demon

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      Nows not the time do you realize how rude that is to suggest a game in the comments of this video

  50. Swardli


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    Man i remember the first lockdown bud got expensive ass hell fucking sucked

  51. Crying_Kaiju


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    I feel like I understood the message of the video, but the thing bugging me is the 15 months thing. Idk what that means. I dont think hes taken a break from youtube for 15 months before, so I think it can mean 1 of 3 things 1.) Sean is taking a well needed 15 month break do what he wants and relax from stress 2.) Sean is retiring from youtube in 15 months, which is his choice to make and I'd be perfectly fine with it, sad to see him leave? Yes. But happy to see him move on. And 3.) I dont think this is the case at all, but ik throwing it out there for that "just incase" scenario, Sean only has 15 months left to live. Again I don't think it's the case, but I was definitely getting goodbye vibes from the video, and what's more of a goodbye than a life ending. I also really hope this isnt the case.

    • Seppe Cornille

      Seppe Cornille

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      15 months is refzrring to the past year and a half of isolation and lockdown

  52. Jotaro Kujo

    Jotaro Kujo

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    We are here for you stay strong 💪💪💪

  53. JOKER


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    jack I know you will recover from this you are stronger than you think you are

  54. akshat sethi

    akshat sethi

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    You should do a black mirror episode You’re a great actor 👍🏻

  55. BlueFlameBird


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    Unfortunately I fail to be able to use words to convey how deep and meaningful I believe this to be. The anxiety and the isolation and just the raw emotion that comes with it. Unfortunately most of us don't know what's going on when the camera is off.

  56. MrRacoonYT


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    Sean ( idk if that's how you spell your name I'm really sorry for the people who have made fun of your father its truly A SHIT thing to do and the are just horrible I'm so sorry

  57. anakinskyborker


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  58. Tomer Katz

    Tomer Katz

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    This feels so Lars von Trier inspired. Also, very strong ending.

  59. Kayleigh Haines

    Kayleigh Haines

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Pma Positive Mental Attitude You can be sad sometimes, you are allowed to be down. It is only then, one can see the light and happiness again. You are wonderful Rest well And take care ^_^

  60. RubberTag


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    God loves you Sean! Jesus Christ have saved us from our sins and the hell, only through grace, we cannot earn God's grace! Amen! 🙏🙏🙏

  61. Kataloniyye


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    isnt this the guy whos dad is in hell

    • Lol Pop

      Lol Pop

      2 klukkustundum síðan

      Pfp is gay as fuck

    • TubHat


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      You know sometimes you just need to keep your mouth shut

    • beestek


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    • Kataloniyye


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      @rxtryx cope

    • rxtryx


      3 klukkustundum síðan

      I’m just letting you know saying these things won’t make a difference to him since you see how much support he gets and you won’t get any attention for it lol, your a failure in life and go do something better then making fun of somebody’s passed father.

  62. Memacin'


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    Why one of the nicest people i know is going through this...?

  63. REMSER


    3 klukkustundum síðan

    This shows exactly why people shouldn't underestimate the effect mental health has on human being in everyday life. Especially since the whole idea of this past year. This is incredible work and I can tell that a lot of thought got put into this, and it shows exactly what People need to see. Well done seán you've done an amazing job with this, it must have taken alot to get this done.

  64. Chastity Rudisill

    Chastity Rudisill

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Whoever disliked this video is terrible

  65. Chastity Rudisill

    Chastity Rudisill

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Listen Sean, if these teens are making you feel terrible, than they deserve to go back to hell

  66. StupidShmuck 66

    StupidShmuck 66

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    The pandemic has been hard to all of us, not seeing family and friends, travelling to new places, etc. No matter where you live or who you are can stop you from being affected by the pandemic, hopefully afterwards we all be better people for going through this

  67. Noel Watson

    Noel Watson

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Hey Jack, you probably won't see this but just remember. You have met so many people on your journey through life and they will be there to help you, if you do need to take a break or quit youtube then we will understand. And for those that are trying to make jokes and poke fun i have 2 words for you, Fuck off. (this part is for anyone who is actually bothered to read this)But just remember that you shouldn't be scared to ask for help if you need it. You are an amazing person. So don't quit what makes you happy and don't forget to be yourself. That is all i want to say 💚 stay strong

  68. Frosty VR

    Frosty VR

    3 klukkustundum síðan

    Sean, take a break or even stop if you need to. Don’t worry about us, we will live without you

  69. JAYjazz Hubert

    JAYjazz Hubert

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I don’t fully understand the situation, nor do I know what anybody thinks, what I do know is that, you will get through this Sean, it’ll take time, you’ll come out bruised and bartered but you will get through this. The pain the hurt it breaks my heart to know that anyone is going through this and the only thing that I can do is pray, because I’m one person out of millions of people. At the end of the day a lot of people don’t know how deep words can cut or how deep those cuts go, they think and do thing on a whim without a seconds thought, why? Who knows really, maybe it’s because they want to be funny maybe for another reason, who’s to say? But what is set in stone is that those words, are just that, words. Words cannot express the feelings that one has towards anything. So know this Sean, even if you feel alone or beat down by the words of the world, you are not alone and never suffer alone. I keep you in pray for that is all I can do. Have a wonderful day.

  70. Dylan Tarboton

    Dylan Tarboton

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Tbh, I would quit YT with all of these idiots spewing nonsense about Jack's dad. You guys are not being edgy, you're being dicks. It's not funny

    • Dylan Tarboton

      Dylan Tarboton

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      @beestek I guess you're right. But it has to be tough for a ISbothsr like Jack who likes to read his comments and communicate with his audience

    • beestek


      2 klukkustundum síðan

      Nah. I'd say that he quitting will only just make them happy and feel like they accomplished something. Let them say whatever they want. At the end of the day, that's all they can do, act tough when in reality, no one actually cares for them.

  71. cordell7_SFM4


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    When the games and gameplays you well play like on the ps4

  72. mikey boi

    mikey boi

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Do whatever you need Sean, you have helped us all in some way and you deserve it❤

  73. Lasgana boi Brah

    Lasgana boi Brah

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I'm really sorry for the hate you're getting Sean I hope you get better soon ❤️

  74. Oksana


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Crying. It hurts a lot. Happiness is a butterfly.

  75. MRØK


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    some say that those who tasted the feeling of being "somebody" would much more like to become "no one" again than those who are "no one" wanting to become "somebody"

  76. Anubus Gamer

    Anubus Gamer

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Nobody wants you to quit, we all love you so much and you have done so much for every one of your fans whether it be cheer them up when they’re having a rough time, inspire them with your creativity and love for what you do, or just being the good, caring, loving person you are. There would be tears if you left ISboths, but if you truly need to, if you feel this overwhelmed and this panicked all the time like it’s a constant battle then please for you’re own good, health and wellbeing; hang up the gloves. I love you, and I and many others want you to be ok before any entertainment.

  77. WeeDefault


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    If ever Sean quits ISboths, I hope he does it to be happy.

  78. Fabian Suli

    Fabian Suli

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    If anybody sees this comment please if you see toxic comments about jacks dad or about anybody in general PLEASE do not reply to them do not give them what they want cuz you fighting them is their goal just ignore their bullshit dont give those snotty kids attention.

  79. NinjaCat


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    that was mind-blowingly good, well done

  80. Cartmanity


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    What is wrong with the world, people making fun of someone's dad dying and pushing someone to not want to do the thing they love it saddens me because I have been a fan of jacks for a very long time and for people to try and break him is just so horrible and they should be ashamed but on a brighter note this short film esc video is AMAZING

    • Cartmanity


      4 klukkustundum síðan

      @3bad i have already report at least 5 of them

    • 3bad


      4 klukkustundum síðan

      correct the only thing you do is report their comment and their channel.

  81. owen callus

    owen callus

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    You know what Sean. I'm just a nobody like most people. And I completely understand how you feel but just in a different scenario. I have so many worries about things. Like trying to make enough money so me and my wife and our child cam have a easy life. I fear that I wont be able to provide for them. I act tough in front of them but when alone my brain runs like a horse on a horse track. And this year my mothers gonna be 12yrs dead. So believe these good people when they say that we have your back and we care deeply for you. Take care please. From malta

  82. Invisible Meg

    Invisible Meg

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    wow, so human. So raw. That's powerful.

  83. Sergio F

    Sergio F

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I don't want your story to have a sad ending... Please keep finding happiness.

  84. Deniz Mert

    Deniz Mert

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Fuck the haters who try to make your life harder.Please dont give up,I love you Sean.

  85. Spear


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    We're here for you Sean, dont let the stress get to you.

  86. ツlхnєr.єхє


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Man. I’ve been watching you since I was 11 and I’m bout to be 17. Thank you so much for the laughs n joy you’ve given me the past years, especially when I was in my darkest hours. Don’t listen to the people who find some sick fulfillment in bringing others down. If retiring from ISboths is what’ll be best for your health, go for it. You’ll always go down as an important piece in not just my life, but the many others who support you all the way.

  87. Lonely Peeper

    Lonely Peeper

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Super good short, Sean. It made me feel so weird and grey. Super good job ♡

  88. yakir chernin

    yakir chernin

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I am really sorry for what you have been through. And there are very mean people... it's disgusting of them.

  89. Actually-Will


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    As someone who lost my farther at the start of 2020 my heart wholeheartedly goes out towards Jack. I can’t even imagine on top of the feeling of loss having comments and jokes be made about that.

  90. aust!n


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    I love you man

  91. Talin Marx

    Talin Marx

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Love you dude. I hope youre doing well these days. My thoughts are with you .

  92. Sindre


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Bo Burnham vibe, love the cinematography in this

  93. sl1psk1


    4 klukkustundum síðan

    the lingering shot of the camera at the end was so intimidating. the longer i looked directly into the lens, the more i felt the pressure and judgment. mad

  94. Dad of Boy

    Dad of Boy

    4 klukkustundum síðan

    Jack if your ever going through some stuff just know that you have 27+ million fans here that will support you and encourage you all the way forward ignore the haters ignore the trolls and try to keep a positive mindset no matter what people say with that being said take as much time as you need you’ve earned it after all of the hard work you have put into ISboths and your fan base so thank you Jack for everything 🙏❤️

  95. erratically rere

    erratically rere

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    your father is proud of u sean just remember that for us okay? just know that if you are unhappy doing these videos for us you should do something that will make you happy instead we dont want you to feel any kind of pain for these videos hope youll feel better soon❤

  96. Jelle Kingma

    Jelle Kingma

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    Absolutely heartbreaking man. That shot where you were watching back your older videos hit me like a goddamn truck to be honest. Please know that you'll always have our support, no matter what you choose to do from this point onward.

  97. KeyToTheSoulUta O.O

    KeyToTheSoulUta O.O

    5 klukkustundum síðan

    Everyday I check your channel. Everyday I wait for your return. I will be patient and continue to pray for you and your families safety. Healing takes time 💚